Saturday, October 29, 2016

I experience my True Source as an Indigenous God

Most High Inspired Clarity has more easily arisen for me when I am out in nature, the early vast prairie sunsets from our prairie hill, and later, wandering the paths of my mountain in california.

and often in my youth, the ceilings and walls of a churchspace confined my sense of the grandeur of the divine, Holy Spirit flowing through all Life.

So it was a great of gift of Holy Spirit to me that I got to spend some years deeply seeing the indigenous art of a pocket of southern California, the Perris and San Jacinto valleys, where a clear Creator God was devotedly celebrated. My dreams responded with this early-man level of art, often raw, highly abstracted graphic imagery. It seemed some level of my being understood directly this "language of the spirit" and has given me insight and courage to boldly explore the sacred life within and without.

But I should say that way before that, in San Antonio experimenting with a visualization meditation method called Silva Mind Control, and influenced by Carlos Castaneda's shamanistic world view, my ability to view/be/witness the space of an interior spiritual landscape caused me to have long ago stepped out of the traditional Christian trappings I was raised in, Take No Other God before Me, and seek out the Most High God no matter where it took me -- except!!! Just in case, I always visualized an illuminated, shimmering Cross risen above me, an umbrella of safety that keeps evil and Moth-like usurpers out of my spiritual quest and on a path Most True.

I have it confirmed in my heart that Emmanuel, the Christ with me, indeed does accompany me in my quests, and is glad for my experiments in Spirit, is glad I can reconcile the indigenous gods of early Man with the indigenous God of the Hebrews, who has been so boldly documented by a most highly civilized peoples, whose Wisdom has been inherited by my peoples through the Hebrew Jesus of Nazareth, who bequeathed the promise to each of us and was in flesh, in fact, most high god.

I will stop there for now.




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